So Many Things

I am about to see my creator in a few days and yet i still want to do so many things, a lot of them unknown to many of my friends. I still have a lot of dreams to pursue, but how am i suppose to do all of that?

How i wish i was a rich man so that i can do many things at once in a snap of a finger! I wish i could still play around with my kid, stay with him for a while and talk about stories when i was still a child. I would tell him my adventures and my dismay so that he'll learn all of them and one day, upon his age, he will seek adventures of his own. I want to tell him how joyful i was when he came to this world and made everyone happy and sad at times. I want to tell him how much i have loved him and yet i got no time to spare with him while i was still strong and making a lot of money. I want to buy him the world that he would wanted when he is of age. I want...but i guess i wont make any of my wish. I am too tired and weak, got no more than a pair of eyes to roll and see the room i was imprisoned for the past 4 years, I don't know what have come of me i wish i never wasted such time...

With my face now seeing the light from above, i have no more objections but a lot of regrets to what i have done in this world. I don't want to be remembered this way by my only son, i want him to know the real me who have loved him so much. but this will be the end of my destiny and soon, i will be judge by what i have done and have not done on earth...................